Trouble, trouble, trouble... Is dis wad e world is having now?

Past week had been a v troubled week. So many things happened. So many things to settle n solve. Y everytime i have to settle dis kind of things? Y can't i can go pass everyday peacefully???

Will expose anytime, seriously. AND I MEAN IT. Will broke out sooner or later, i promised. Sometimes i wonder wad i really believe it, y am i hanging on to something/someone that i dearly treasure yet they dun appreciate it? i really wanna cry out at times, but who is there to hear? i need someone to speak to, but who is there to listen to me? U guys comes to me when u have problems,wad abt me? Think i'm God tt i can handle everything? Things get mess up, u guys find me, help u settle , everything done, then same thing happened again. On n on it goes, when will dis kind of things end? Wad have i done to deserve dis treatment? Think death can settle everything? It's a selfish thinking, u only think of urself. U only think of escaping e problem instead of solving it.

Where's God when i need Him? He seems so far away.. Prayer dun seems to work when i prayed. Hanging on to dis faith is not ez. Sometimes juz wanna give up everything tt within me, everything seems so meaningful. I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS TROUBLED WORLD....